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40-Something

I remember when your face was covered with acne And the acne was covered with panstick. Max Factor, fair. You needed beige to avoid the line of demarcation. There was no distinction between Your ambition and love. They were the same. I was mischievous. I made a rope our of your 32A bras and hung...

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Field Journal: Week 47

I want to live an honest life. Writing helps me neutralize my shame and face my failures so they don’t control me. I need to write to be healed, one word, one post at a time. Kurt Vonnegut said, “Write to please just one person. If you open a window and make love to the world your...

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Check in the Lost and Found

Have You Seen Me? Check in the Lost and Found. “…That’s part of the psychoanalytic process, that you are finding things that have been there all along, but were not available to awareness.” — Mark Gerald, New York Psychoanalyst I’ve been passing signs of missing...

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The Crosses We Bear Are Good For Many Things

Someone left a comment on a post I wrote a few weeks ago. Here it is: Why is life so full of disappointment, pain and suffering? Why must I bear this cross? What possible good can come from this? You feel so far away. Are you there, God? I’ve been waiting a long time to say this. So, bear with me....

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